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[meesasometimes]

This weather system is really throwing me for a loop. I've had a death in my family, someone very close to me, unexpected. My family is in Delaware, I am in Maine, this storm system is keeping us apart. I just want to be down there so I can be there for them. It's so hard to know what to do. We almost left last night, but to drive thru the night tired and right into the icy storm seemed bad. Now it's about to hit us. But at least we'll just have snow. To really wait out the storm would be Friday night and clean up down there realistically takes forever. I need to get there.

I think we may leave this afternoon and at least we know we can get half way and if we have to stop and stay somewhere we will. It seems the best choice. AAAAAAAAAA. At least the three of us are together come what may.

Everyone wish us safe travels and east coaster flist stay safe ♥

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:( Late replies are better then none right? Losing people you love is stupid. I guess I'm at that grown up age now where death becomes part of life. My cousin lost her husband of 25+ yrs. They are very integral people in our lives. We didn't grow up close, we're 10yrs apart in age, but when Abe was born, her Mom passed away and when he was 8 my Mom died. That summer I invited them (Her, her husband and their son who is just 3 years older than Abe) up to the lake to vacation with us, it was just going to be too sad to do without my Mom and I thought the boys would have fun together. It was just this instant family connection that we'd both been missing and our families just clicked together. It's now 10 years later and the boys are in college and best friends, we repeat that vacation together every single summer, and drive down for holidays. We are all each other has for family now and we're tight. It is unthinkable that a piece of that is missing. Stanley was quiet and kind and gentle with the best laugh and loved Wendy and I to death. Constantly teased me about Dean and was the first person I called when I got my Impala. He's really going to be missed ♥ Thanks, I guess I needed to blurt all that out.