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Decided to do the [livejournal.com profile] quicky_bang and was paired up with [livejournal.com profile] wetsammy to do a banner for her story Cracked Cement Pond. Could not have been happier!!!!!!

Cracked Cement Pond [1,639 words, Wincest, preseries, exhibitionism, fingering, anal sex, possessive Dean]
Dean stood with his hands on his hips at the side of the cracked cement pond that passed for a pool in their current motel. It wasn't much but it was more than they usually got from the dives they stayed at.


this would never appeal to me at all right? :P LOL
Cracked Cement Pond
Author:[livejournal.com profile] wetsammy
Artist:[livejournal.com profile] meesasometimes
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Yes, there will be porn


so, of course I thought I should stitch some and I did, the indecision came when I started messing with it and adding a background and some photo effects. I figured I sould go grungy and dirty and bad oh so wrong and so on the first attempt I added a bunch of shadow and darkened it up, I liked what it did to the stitching and I didn't even mind that you could see the background threads, I loved the texture of the fabric showing but I thought
Oh, What the Hell, let's try it again.
 photo cracked cement1_2.jpg

the second time I cleaned up the stitching and used a pic with a high flash and really whitened it out. I used a super clean blue pool. I like the effects but it still wasn't right.

 photo cracked cement 2.jpg

....and THIRD TIME'S A CHARM as far as I'm concerned. I used that same clean stitched high flash photo and wet back to my original grittier background, and then I filtered it to look VERY nighttime, very dark and voyueristic and when I added that tile I was like LIGHTBULB moment. YAY!!!! The stitching is less prominent but I think it just works.
 photo cracked cement 3.jpg
 funny enough, usually it's font that I frig around with forever but not this time, the font was easy :)

addition: this is the embroidered piece I started with :)

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meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)
#86. The Impala birthday cake!!!! I find it ridiculously sweet that my sister-inlaw googled and actually cared enough to try and do this for me. She did a pretty good job all things considered ♥ It goes without saying that there is endless taunting from at least 2 families members about how Dean isn't even real. I barely care. I'm happy just to hear his name :) They're just jealous that there is NOTHING they love that much.

meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)

ok...let's finish this Top 10 of my favorite vids and move on already. I'm in a shitty mood, sorry.
2.
86. Heart That Sits in Your Pocket song Some Racing Some Stopping by headlights and vidded by SecretlyToDream AGAIN!!!! I'm maybe a bit obsessed with her videos. I think I remember once at a convention someone teasing them about making an episode where all they do is exchange looks with each other and I believe it was Richard who was like "oh, that already exists, fans have made that". Cracks me up. Well this is what I thought of when he said that.



(I also love her vids Run and Times and For Blue Skies but this can't be all about SecretlyToDream)

85. Coin Operated Boy by The Dresden Dolls and vidded by [livejournal.com profile] counteragent
Obessesed. Me. Also the theme of the video. I do not have a shrine like this but it does live in my head. If any of you haven't seen this video please please please, I beg you, watch it, it's so funny and wonderful and amazing what this fandom can do. This is also not at youtube so I am unable to embed it but it is available at her journal.Her summary says :Sam lost his soul this season and is hot but robotic (and arguably not the same character). Dean (and others) really want ensouled Sam back....

I say we all just want a Sam Winchester to play with and take in the bathtub!!! :P
 Note: while I was playing this the baby was sitting at the table banging her spoon along to the song and craning her head to see the computer screen. She IS a Sam Girl. clearly.

YES I WANT TO BE CHARMED DELIGHTED AND AMAZED!!!!!! TAKE ME THERE
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96. Dean/Jo My Skin....song by Natalie Merchant. Vid by ChtiteParisienne75. Alright I make it no secret that I have a soft spot for one Jo Harvelle and can't help the Dean/Jo shipping that I do. This video is an ode to Jo and her heroic but untimely death featuring a song that is so spot on for her I think Natalie Merchant had a precognitive dream and wrote it about her. The vidder did a great job of moving from b & w to this really great subltle coloring and also I find I'm a sucker for the dialogue voice over (and this one is all echo-y and forboding). I did say I was focusing on Sam and Dean but this will be my only departure, CAUSE JO!!!
3.
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I feel amazing that I've already made it into the 80's :) Low expectations.

89. What About Everything? by Carbon Leaf vidder emilyreich.... great little video that's just fun to watch. A good compilation of fast moving season clips up through S5. It WILL make you smile I promise.

ooooo...i see she has her own summary:Summary: Whump, crack, and Winchesters: a nostalgic look back on four and a half years of friends, family, hunting, and the apocalypse... because even a show about the end of the world can be optimistic.
5.


88. Dean Winchester - Say Something by A Great Big World vidded by 00Shelly77...Now that I let you enjoy yourselves, I will break your heart. If you don't cry at this, you simply don't have a soul. "Ultimately it was about saving one human right?". *gulp* beautiful fade ins and outs and voice overing and seriously guys I'm crying 48secs in and I'm not sorry about it. Everytime I hear Dean say "Is it true? Did I break the first seal" my heart just cracks open and bleeds for that boy. If there is a more heartbreaking accurate portrayal of the hero/martyr Dean Winchester I dare you to post it.
4.
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90. Where we gonna go from here by Mat Kearney vidded by [livejournal.com profile] secretlytodream....ok. so. the situation is it's nolonger up on youtube and when I went to her masterlist it was also not available to download due to "a claim". I hate that. let me tell you it's gorgeous, spectacular, a black and white play of light and shadow with some blink and you'll miss it wincest. And a song that gives you ALL THE BROTHERLY FEELS!!!!

So let me deconstruct it for you LOL....1.so read this....
                           Where We Gonna Go From Here
And all of your ways and all your thunder,
Got me in a haze runnin' for cover,
Where we gonna go from here,
Where we gonna go from here
The carlights in the driveway,
Wonder whos goin, comin' my way
Tomorrow were turnin' down the highway,
With another bright stage, on a weekday
The green grass, and a radio,
Watching it fly past, then away we go,
700 places, 700 faces more
And all of your ways in all your thunder,
Got me in a haze runnin' for cover,
Where we gonna go from here,
Where we gonna go from here.
The back of your eyes look like my mothers
When we talk you're like my brother,
Where we gonna go from here,
Where we gonna go from here.
The time is, movin' on a side,
How could I miss you, to another guy,
Pull up the ocean, and the roarin' tide is
Bigger than my eyes, or my desire
My father, got a best pin, savin' a daughter, for the best man,
700 places, 700 faces more
And all of your ways in all your thunder,
Got me in a haze runnin' for cover,
Where we gonna go from here,
Where we gonna go from here.
Now I've waited and I'll wait some more
Won't see you knockin' on another door
But all this is crazy and amazing
There's only one I've found, us that I'm saving
So I'm praying just to let it go
Watch from a distance just to see you grow
700 places, 700 faces more
And all of your ways in all your thunder,
Got me in a haze runnin' for cover,
Where we gonna go from here,
Where we gonna go from here.
2. clicky clicky....and quickly move to 3.



3. look and get the feels.
PicMonkey Collage

......and that is sadly the best I can do :( *sadface* iF you all were here, we'd gather round my ipod and watch it properly. BUT as we know, this vidder is not a one trick pony so let me present my backup video.

90. part b....We Carry No Arms by mumford and sons vidded still by [livejournal.com profile] secretlytodream..otherwise known as loki. I have a fondness for 2:20 on when it really starts crescendoing and the boys start beating the shit out of each other. It hurts so good people. Heads right on into the finale of Season 5 *ouchie*  cut with white sexy suit Luci!Sam and it hits "I GAVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLL" with Deans smashed up bleeding face and Sam's fist back and that wait a minute twinkle in his eye....guh....and cut to a  little montage of the good ole days. And then I cry.

6.

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OK back to the top 10 fanvids that tickle my fancy (that sounds wrong), granted there are vids that may be much much better BUT>>> these are my loves and kinks
7.
91...Bad Romance by 30 seconds to mars and vidded by [livejournal.com profile] fatedcinderella. It's no longer up on youtube but you can dl it at her lj fatedcreations. It's suggestive and wincesty and a smidge violent (maybe more than a smidge) and there is alot of pissed off Dean and REALLY pissed off Sam and all the manhandling and maybe alittle breathe play. Perfect song choice for their fucked up codependant love story.

YOU'RE WELCOME!!!!
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so TOP 10 FANVID list will be preempted by Jensen's Birthday. I mean how dare he with his freckles and eyes and perfect fucking everything saunter in here and interupt like that. Alas we will suffer through it won't we. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU LITTLE LIFE RUINER!!!! *hearts for eyes*

So interestingly enough, wanting to properly ode Jensen on his day of birth I find that most of my fandom shit is Dean related *shrug*. Or maybe J2. Which isn't fair, he shouldn't have to share this moment with that giant man boy we all love and adore....BUT.... I have a COUPLE of things to share today.

I give you
94. my phone. Yes, that is my dinosaur of a phone, with a sliding keyboard and no wifi, lol *gasp*. I have a friend who weirdly pays for it because she was so irritated that she couldn't text me during her divorce she went and added me to her plan. For the first couple years she was the only one with the #. Kind of like hi-tech walkie talkies. WHATEVER! I now am so used to it and happy how it's pimped out that I refuse the upgrade.
SAM_6487
this is of course my first infamous photo-op with Jensen, kill me now.

SAM_6489
and this is my all time favorite pic of Jensen with that leather jacket of sex on and his hand in his pocket and looking fucking like sex on a stick ugh , is it any wonder my brain shut off the first time I saw him when he fucking looked LIKE THIS!!!!????? I'm going to credit this pic to [livejournal.com profile] raloria even tho I'm not sure who's it is, but it makes me happy every day of my life. If it's yours girl, thank you♥

93. Tom Ford's oud wood...verging on stalkerish but who cares. I NEEDED to know what he smelled like. I know there are others out there who did the same and YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE *looking pointedly at flist*
SAM_6491

92. Mermaid!Girl! Jensen.....I make a lot of mermaids for my business. I'm not gonna lie, they either have green eyes like Jensen or hazel like Jared and I think of them as such. Fucked up brain is fucked up. whatever. This is MY special personal little girlJensen doll that I loved so much I could never sell. I haven't made her a Jared yet that she's become smitten with and wanted to have little merbabies but I'm sure it will happen. Oh god. Yes guys, this is seriously my life. mermaid dolls with little Jensen freckles.
SAM_6410
SAM_6411
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)
HOWS ABOUT A THREEPACK MONDAY???



OK. I'm going to go completely fucking crazy this week and give you a top 10 Sam/Dean SPN fanvids list. I'll save my personal wackadoo for later and give you guys a break. This is completely opinion and based on nothing other than the counter on my ipod. SPN only, I'll save J2 for a different time. This is REALLY easy for me as I have some crystal clear favorites, I can't help it. You'll see a trend that it's a bunch of sappy heartbreaking wincesty early season stuff. I can't help what does it for me. I guess I go to my vids when I need a dose of that epic love story stuff ♥ But first these three.....

97. My favorite Sam/Dean video hands down. I know you'd think I'd save it for the end but no, I'm coming out swinging here. If my ipod decided to start to eat itself from the inside out I would hope it would save this video for last! It only has like 3,000 views and half of them are probably mine, I'm embarrassed for myself quite frankly. This IS NOT one of those sappy epic love story vids *SHOCK*, but it is one that I have watched for sheer pleasure so many times.

would you please (sam + dean) ...song is Polite Dance Song by The Bird & The Bee and the vidder is killjoykitten.
  Basically Dean can't help his smoldering ridiculous sex appeal and Sam can't help but look. Dean does a lot of slow motion blinking and Sam licks his lips and swallows a lot. Features include Dean gagged, both boys tied up, Sam in a towel and also humping the bed, and Dean looking so sinfully delicious I want to lick my screen. Let the screen lickage ensue....
10.




96. Not as We.avi....song is Not as We by Alanis Morisette and the vidder is ancasta.
  So these next two are a pair. Because this is a Season 5 finale reaction vid. This song, this vid, this is how I dealt with that stupid heartbreaking finale. It was a hard time in my life in general and Kripke's flipping plot was NOT helping things. It's straight forward, not much to say, but this song fits SO SO well Dean's state after Sam went to hell it's like Alanis wrote it for him. I feel this way about alot of songs (I know everything isn't about Sam & Dean..or is it?) but sometimes for me it is. I still shed a tear EVERY SINGLE TIME I hear this song in the car (because I have a lot of mixed tapes that this will pop up on, I wallow a lot). features include childhood flashbacks that will hurt, that Dean Bobby moment in the junkyard that will tear your heart out, brotherly flashbacks that will remind you of everything Dean has lost, and stargazing that I think is supposed to give a moment of hope but really takes the heart you have laying on the floor and throws it in a blender to become a smoothie.
9.



95. So I'm dead. And this is heaven....song is Blue Skies by Strays Don't Sleep and the vidder is you make me feel ♥.
 This is a Season 6 Episode 1 reaction vid. GUH. You will see that I must love to have my heart broken into tiny little bitty pieces. But sometimes wallowing in it is all I can do. These two episodes are just a mishmosh of terrible emotions for me that I don't think I've ever gotten over. It took a long time for me to accept that souless sam plot (well it took some hot porn is what it took) but it's always been a challenge for me to embrace all that Dean pain. These two videos both helped create and fix it. LOL. Features include voice over BECAUSE I AM A SUCKER FOR THE VOICE OVER EFFECT!!!! black and white... and tears (my tears of course) but lots of them, just know they are there.
8.
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  • 98.BACON .... since it has already come up in conversation today, I give you bacon. This is a bit of a story but the long and short of it is that I once "innocently" read a fic (and I'm so sorry I can't link you) where Sam walks in on Dean letting Bobby's dog give him a pretty thorough tongue bath.  Dean's a bit embarrassed, Sam's a bit turned on and they get rid of the dog and Sam happily takes over "blowing" Dean's mind.


At the very end of the fic Sam looks at Dean questioningly and licking his lips "Bacon?" and of course Dean replies with (and I'm ad-libbing here) "how else do you think I got him intrested in doing that?"                                                                                                                                      

LOL forever !!!! I laughed at the sight or thought of bacon for months. It is now a common thing I say if I taste something funny or can't figure out a flavor. Bacon can no longer be taken seriously in my home. The Christmas before last my honey gave me a bacon wallet. Long live Dean with his Bacon flavored cock.


*NOTE: can't believe I'm posting this in the same post as bacon cock but baby is being baptized today (she has godparents who would like to commit to her so that's sweet)...she's going to look beautiful and we will eat cake, so there is that
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  • 99. Mr. T key chain  ....as appearing in the fic "words for snow" by [livejournal.com profile] wanttobeatree.  Dean gives Sam a Mr. T key chain that voiceless Sam then uses to spout off catch phrases to his brother throughout the fic. Not even being a fan of the A Team it still delighted me to no end to have "I pity the fool" and "Don't gimme no backtalk, sucka" aimed at Dean in the form of this little toy.  Also this story ends in the sweetest PG wincest ever.


  • It's things like this that just live in my brain forever!!!!

wtf?

Feb. 24th, 2017 07:46 am
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)
Looking out my window I see a seagull zooming around. At first I was like what was that giant white thing that just swooped by? Weird. Must have been an owl. OMG There are three of them actually. SEAGULLS.

now keep in mind I neither live by the sea nor a McDonalds parkinglot.

WTF
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)


  • 100. Fairy!Dean


this art by [livejournal.com profile] maichan seriously?? I love!!!!  So much so that I left this comment:

*gasp* 'Gossamer' is my second favorite thing in fandom ever, for realz, I have it printed out and in a binder like a 13yr old girl. I have been tempted to add a blue wing to my Dean tattoo in honor, I seriously have problems in the form of fanfic.

So this is an uberfan fangirling the shit out of you right now for this. It's amazingly perfect and I am just beyond, seriously, *flail*.


I made it crystal clear I love this RIGHT?

now I haven't tattooed that blue wing yet (but let's face it I haven't ruled it out exactly) but in serious fangirl homage fashion I do wear this around my neck!!!! My own little fairy!Dean wing :) fairy!Dean is also the name of my tiny ipod shuffle.



Gossamer by leonidaslion and The Sky Was Full of Wings by [livejournal.com profile] locknkey two of my favorite reads that really ping my love for fairy!Dean. One is quite dark and the other quite wonderful and anyone who knows these writers can guess which is which :P


I fear that by the end of this fangirling extravaganza I will have confirmed my crazy in the mind of all of you. I think I may change the tag of this to "100 Chance to Scare off your Flist"
.

update: I lost that wing necklace when we packed to move last year but because fairy!Dean is still an important thing to me Wendy replaced it this year for my birthday :)))))))....also I can see it in my photo op with Jensen against my black dress and it makes me weirdly happy. AND I still don't have this tattooed on me yet but don't think for a second it's not going to happen.
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)
So the original date of this post was April 22, 2012.
I've decided to bring it back. Cause I'm tired of posting sad shit on LJ. There is too much wonderfulness and happy and things that make me smile in this fandom and gosh darn it I'm going to celebrate it come hell or high water..............

So my first couple of posts will be repeats from way back when and the links might not work and blah blah blah but still the spirit is there.
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In the fashion of the "List" going around of Supernatural objects....you know the one don't make me link it...I realized that as much as I  love the Impala and the Samulet and Dean's jackets...I have a special place in my heart for some things that are purely fandom related and now affect my everyday life in ways that are sort of mind blowing when I really think about them. It is a testament to the creativity and impact that all of you (and assorted others in fandom who are not part of this "you" of which I speak cause they are not reading my silly little post) have on me.

I see some on my flist ([livejournal.com profile] locknkey) doing the 100 bloggy thingy and I thought I would love to do that, so this is my homage to it, cause really doing it would involve commitment and linking and all kids of other things I struggle with so just take it for what is it and I will attempt to do this 100 times. Cause I KNOW I CAN name 100 fandom things that I love.

SO without further ado my 100 BLOGGY THINGY commences with all things squee worthy in MY fandom world...fanfic, fanart, icons, and who knows what else will pop up here. No particular rhyme or reason!


tbc...
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)


  • 100. Fairy!Dean


this art by [livejournal.com profile] maichan seriously?? I love!!!!  So much so that I left this comment:

*gasp* 'Gossamer' is my second favorite thing in fandom ever, for realz, I have it printed out and in a binder like a 13yr old girl. I have been tempted to add a blue wing to my Dean tattoo in honor, I seriously have problems in the form of fanfic.

So this is an uberfan fangirling the shit out of you right now for this. It's amazingly perfect and I am just beyond, seriously, *flail*.


I made it crystal clear I love this RIGHT?

now I haven't tattooed that blue wing yet (but let's face it I haven't ruled it out exactly) but in serious fangirl homage fashion I do wear this around my neck!!!! My own little fairy!Dean wing :) fairy!Dean is also the name of my tiny ipod shuffle.



Gossamer by leonidaslion and The Sky Was Full of Wings by [livejournal.com profile] locknkey two of my favorite reads that really ping my love for fairy!Dean. One is quite dark and the other quite wonderful and anyone who knows these writers can guess which is which :P


I fear that by the end of this fangirling extravaganza I will have confirmed my crazy in the mind of all of you. I think I may change the tag of this to "100 Chance to Scare off your Flist"
.

update: I lost that wing necklace when we packed to move last year but because fairy!Dean is still an important thing to me Wendy replaced it this year for my birthday :)))))))....also I can see it in my photo op with Jensen against my black dress and it makes me weirdly happy. AND I still don't have this tattooed on me yet but don't think for a second it's not going to happen.
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)
So the original date of this post was April 22, 2012.
I've decided to bring it back. Cause I'm tired of posting sad shit on LJ. There is too much wonderfulness and happy and things that make me smile in this fandom and gosh darn it I'm going to celebrate it come hell or high water..............

So my first couple of posts will be repeats from way back when and the links might not work and blah blah blah but still the spirit is there.
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________



In the fashion of the "List" going around of Supernatural objects....you know the one don't make me link it...I realized that as much as I  love the Impala and the Samulet and Dean's jackets...I have a special place in my heart for some things that are purely fandom related and now affect my everyday life in ways that are sort of mind blowing when I really think about them. It is a testament to the creativity and impact that all of you (and assorted others in fandom who are not part of this "you" of which I speak cause they are not reading my silly little post) have on me.

I see some on my flist ([livejournal.com profile] locknkey) doing the 100 bloggy thingy and I thought I would love to do that, so this is my homage to it, cause really doing it would involve commitment and linking and all kids of other things I struggle with so just take it for what is it and I will attempt to do this 100 times. Cause I KNOW I CAN name 100 fandom things that I love.

SO without further ado my 100 BLOGGY THINGY commences with all things squee worthy in MY fandom world...fanfic, fanart, icons, and who knows what else will pop up here. No particular rhyme or reason!


tbc...
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)
SAM_5614
[livejournal.com profile] meus_venator needs this picture in her life :)
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)
This year I decided to try something different. As always I based my choice on "INSPIRATION"!!! :)
This is how I came to be paired with the sweet and patient [livejournal.com profile] t_eyla who allowed me pretty much free reign on
all my wacky and flip floppy ideas and I ventured out of my box to art for a sweet high school trope, a Dean/Cas fic called
Hamburger Is Not A German Word.

I quickly envisioned a mixed media approach and knew it would work well with color and lend itself to fun and creativity.
My author was very patient with me thankfully, you all know of course that I have a sweet new baby girl at home
and am just getting used to motherhood again. It doesn't lend itself to alot of ME time to say the least.

In the end I started thinking about a shadow box, kind of a 3D travel postcard. It was fun. I used an
antique map of the German city Freising to help with the buildings, cut everything out of watercolor paper and
painted it, pencils, markers, school glue, hot glue, string, tape....all the usual suspects for an elementary
school childs project :)))) I cut up a little glittery hat from a bachelorette party to make the fireworks (yes, those are fireworks)
and tried assorted lighting techniques with mini mag lights.

bb1

I would like to thank [livejournal.com profile] beelikej for all her fabulous papercutting and lighting she does, I'm sure it inspired me, my patient patient trusting
writer [livejournal.com profile] t_eyla who is trusting me blind and has pretty much NO idea what this art looks like, she wrote a sweet and touching HAPPY fic that really gives the feeling of being in another country (Germany) , you all will love it........ and the irreplacable [livejournal.com profile] wendy whom none
of us could live without!!!!!!

also my wife and son who are so paitent and understanding when I'm putting our lives on hold to "play" and making me dinner and snacks
and holding the flashlights, couldn't do it without them.
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Arts&Crafts Exchange!

Everyone loves getting snail mail, snail mail that doesn't have red lettering or random bumf on it. For anyone who 'creates' why not come along and sign up to send and receive something pretty in the mail. All Arts&Crafts welcome!

Deadline for sign ups 19/5/16.

we should ALL do this!!!! I for one am doing it. I'm already dreaming up ideas :)

Ban-DEAN-O

Apr. 3rd, 2016 04:04 pm
meesasometimes: (ghost on the highway)
Wendy has been super excited about painting ever since our trip so I bought her a beginner acrylic set.
We celebrate Cinco de mayo like other people do christmas and she was inspired to paint mexican "banditos" and
have a mini art show of her work during this years party. Cause it's theme-y and all. *G*

I painted with her today and painted my ban-DEAN-O
Get it, I know, I'm hilarious. I'm like, I'll keep with the theme and she's like it's Dean fucking Winchester drinking a beer.
I don't know, it says badass outlaw to me!!!!!
my ban-Dean-o
I know something is not right....can I have some crit??? artists out there....crit me, please!!!!

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