If I see Jensen in the 7-11, I will write an ode to his freckles, fold it into a paper airplane

:( Late replies are better then none right? Losing people you love is stupid. I guess I'm at that grown up age now where death becomes part of life. My cousin lost her husband of 25+ yrs. They are very integral people in our lives. We didn't grow up close, we're 10yrs apart in age, but when Abe was born, her Mom passed away and when he was 8 my Mom died. That summer I invited them (Her, her husband and their son who is just 3 years older than Abe) up to the lake to vacation with us, it was just going to be too sad to do without my Mom and I thought the boys would have fun together. It was just this instant family connection that we'd both been missing and our families just clicked together. It's now 10 years later and the boys are in college and best friends, we repeat that vacation together every single summer, and drive down for holidays. We are all each other has for family now and we're tight. It is unthinkable that a piece of that is missing. Stanley was quiet and kind and gentle with the best laugh and loved Wendy and I to death. Constantly teased me about Dean and was the first person I called when I got my Impala. He's really going to be missed ♥ Thanks, I guess I needed to blurt all that out.