It wasn't your fault hon. :) I get teary whenever I think of my mom. It may be close to 11 years since she's been gone? But she's never far from my mind and thoughts. Especially as it's so close to Christmas time. :)And it doesn't get easier no. But you heal as time goes by. It's all good memories that I have of her and I am so glad I had her for as long as we did. She wouldn't be happy to think of us as sad. So we celebrate her life with happy memories. ;) The saying time heals all wounds? It's true up to a point. You heal, but you hopefully keep the best of them with you in your heart. And that's where she is for me. ;) I think we might be twins? Because I used to complain about dad alot to her, ha! And now I can only do the same as you are doing! It's frustrating but I am sure they are both looking down at us and having a little chuckle!
And thank YOU for sharing this as well! It's nice to know I'm not alone in feeling the way that I do!
*Hugs you*