2,000% I get it-I understand exactly. It doesn't make sense to anyone not in the LJ network. And it's ours, all ours! That we get nervous when LJ goes down or is under attack. *G* I needs mah LJ and flisties! In March of this coming year marks the 11th year that we lost my mom. I still have a huge hole in my heart-I miss her so much it hurts. She was my mom but she was always my best friend too. Like you we talked on the phone alot, and if I had news good or bad-she was the first one to tell it to, talk it over. I still find myself doing that-then remembering she's gone now. That hurts me the most. Aww damn it, not I'm crying too!
*Glomps*